KatakSumur

i've done everything i could just to distract myself from reality let's call it "self improvement" for the sake of coolness but i know well that it doesn't help my situation not even the slightest reading books, writing gibberish on this blog, playing games, working out and going to the gym, bicycling, making papercrafts and even watching youtube videos can i call those a coping mechanism? sometimes i got really tired the reality got into my mind and i can't do any of those even if they're objectively fun in that situation i can't help but wonder when will this end? will this ever end?

"Hen, tau gak si A sama istrinya pindah" "Hen si B udah pindah" "Hen kok kamu belum pindah" Somehow being told that I'm not the only one with this circumstances doesn't reassure me. What do you know about my situation? Do you think you understand how I feel? Do you think someone that you thought have the same situation as mine REALLY got no help like me? Shut up. I thought some people didn't care about me anymore, but maybe they don't care about me in the first place?