KatakSumur

I totally believe that everything happens for a reason. There’s no shame in not seeing the obvious part on your first try, because the universe as we know it is very, very twisted. My world has been flipped, shaken, and turned around since last year. Everything is different and unfamiliar. I have to adapt and learn to understand it once more. It is a SUPER blessing when I think about it. I’m sitting on, like, five granted wishes that I’m pretty sure not everyone gets. It looks like a coincidence at first, but it’s something that God wanted to happen. Maybe if I had known everything would turn out like this, I wouldn’t have been such an eyesore to everyone around me back then. I was notorious for not obeying rules and intentionally not attending social events just because I felt powerless and thought that nothing could go my way. And this has been my biggest lesson ever: not to think narrowly and assume that God didn’t care about me. Still, I wouldn’t have been able to s...

It's over. It's finally over! Sumber dari segala sumber perasaan buruk yang saya rasakan sudah hilang. Alhamdulillah. Tidak terasa 5 tahun sudah berlalu sejak saya menginjakkan kaki di Gorontalo. Gorontalo dengan segala kelebihan dan kekurangannya menjadi tempat pertama saya bekerja. Menapaki kehidupan berkarir yang penuh petualangan. Bagi saya, tidak ada tempat yang lebih cocok bagi pemula karir selain disana. Namun seperti apa yang telah sering saya bicarakan, sejak dua tahun lalu, saya telah memiliki alasan untuk saya pergi. Stres, marah, sedih, semua itu telah saya lewati. Now the question is: "what am I going to do?"